Its hard to change when you’ve been a certain way all your life. I have this bad habit of unknowingly getting int to a routine because it works so easily. I don’t tend to change it just tweak it a little. I don’t feel the need or see the reason for change until shit hits the fan. ALL my life I’ve been this way but now…27 years later I’m finally seeing the pattern realizing that I’ve been wrong. Pattern become robotic moves, you quit thinking of the little itzy bitzy details and just get the task done. Its hard to change but when you realize where the issue is and have the courage and willingness to change it can be done.