I do’s

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On Sunday I attended a wedding for the co-worker of the guy I’m dating. I made sure I looked good as all his co-workers were going to be there and some I was meeting for the very first time. I am extremely proud to say that I was able to look hot ass hell for under $90.00. I felt like a million bucks and my partner and i look like super stars next to each other.

The church was beautiful, it was spacious but the priest performed a horrible service. It was so cute to hear them say their I do’s. The banquet hall was very spacious and decorated nicely, her colors were silver and purple. I usually cry throughout the whole wedding but I surprised my date as well as myself when my eyes only got teary one time during a dance the groom had with his mother. We danced and had so much fun joking around with everyone. As the night progress and I saw how happy the newlyweds were I started to think of my own wedding and how happy I was that day. I went over the budget we had set and still had to cut a few things out but I was and still am satisfied with my wedding. I got everything I wanted and I felt so blessed. Sometimes I say I’ll never get married again but I kind of want to do it again. I want to dress up in a beautiful gown look my groom in the eye and say all the beautiful things possible and him to me in front of all the people that we truly care about.

Changing love

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My teen daughter has this little crush on a boy and he has a crush on her too, they were friends and decided to finally tell each other that they like one another, she isn’t allowed to date yet but she’s allowed to like a boy and talk to him. I have eyes and ears at the school so I’ll find out if she starts to “date” anyone (I know that sounds a little stoker mom but it is what it is)  They have been texting each other non stop. Nothing out of this world, just little kid stuff. Well last night it went up a notch, she told me that he texted her that he loved her. I almost had a heart attack, I turned to her and said, “what the hell do you guys know about love?” At that very moment I felt like I had gone back in time. I remember telling my mom about the father of my kids about how I loved him and he loved me, I remembered my mother standing the same exact way and spitting out the same exact words. I knew I loved him but now that I’m older I grown to know that Ive loved the same person in many different ways and for many different reasons all which have changed over time. Its a constant love but a changing one. I felt bad about saying what I said and this being the first boy that she likes and he likes her back of course it will feel like love. She tell me how she has butterflies, and thinks about him often, she even told me she feels like she’s floating. I remember having all those emotions and I didn’t know what other explanation to give than I was in love but little did I know it was puppy love. That the reason why I thought I loved that person would soon change. I’m planning to talk to her tonight and explain to her a few things about love but I don’t want to ruin the feeling because its part of being a girl of growing up.

A girl who read or writes

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Is a age really just a number??

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So I have this acquaintance, (lets call her Susie for privacy reasons) that I recently met, we talk from time to time and basically gossip about our lives. She’s not really looking to date but doesn’t discrimination on anyone who catches her eye. We were sitting down and gossiping about her latest venture when she told me she needed to ask me something? She asked if age was just a number or should she take it into account. she proceeded to tell me what the deal was and It left me thinking, Is age really just a number?

Susie got invited to the pool party and there she meet a guy, the guy she says was very handsome, tall, nice smile and very well-educated. She sat and spoke to him for a while and later decided to finally get in the pool, along with a few other people,she noticed him looking at her and smile at him. They all began to play pool games and a few times he touched her hip or tried to push her in the water, being very playful. She says she felt like a kid again. Even though there were a lot of the people there she felt like it was only the two of them. After a while they got out and joined their other friends who were eating, they discussed school and future plans and views on marriage. Susie mentioned she liked the way she was able to talk to him so easily. Then came the big shocker. Her friend comes over and says ssooo I see you guys hit it off?? Susie giggled and noticed he chuckled too. Then  Susie’s friends says ” did you know Tom (also a made up name for privacy protection) is 19 years old? Susie says she felt her body temperature rise. That’s because she’s 29 years old. She couldn’t believe it, the guy she had just spend the better part of the day with was just a child.

As she sat there and described him and even showed me a picture her disappointment was very apparent. To be honest when I saw the picture the kid didn’t look his age, he looked way older, like mid twenties and from what she told me he sounded like he was very mature  I felt bad for her because I knew she liked him but also felt weird about his age. Personally i don’t think i could date a younger man but an older and not too old I could do. So I’m curious is age just a number???